Author note: I invite you to review the ML´s hottest episode. Well, my dear friends, here you go the second part of Black Crystal and my answers to all my own questions about this episode, this is my personal version about what happened before, during and after the shower moment. I hope you enjoy it.
Kisses
Selene
BLACK CRYSTAL: PART 1 "I WANNA BE CLOSE TO YOU" PART 2 "TEMPTATION" (here)
Kisses
Selene
BLACK CRYSTAL: PART 1 "I WANNA BE CLOSE TO YOU" PART 2 "TEMPTATION" (here)
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- "I think I better go find something to cover that wound, it could become infected. Please don’t move from here"
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MICK: On leaving the club V, following the completion of the raid, I saw her leave with Josh while Carl kept me on hold. I saw her looking for me and I felt a wave of jealousy tangled in my gut when he took her by the waist and then took her away from me. At the time I hated him for it. I knew she was with him and that I had nothing to offer her. But something had awakened in me, something I couldn’t control since I drank her blood in the desert, and that shook me, threatening to make me lose control. The game was beginning to become too dangerous and I didn’t want to play it any longer, but, at the same time, it was absolutely irresistible. Maybe Josh was her boyfriend and maybe I shouldn’t interfere in her life, but I couldn’t help but feel she was mine in every look, in every gesture. After drinking her blood in the motel, after that kiss in the parking lot, I felt she really belonged to me and there were times when I couldn’t prevent the vampire's territorial instinct from rising, but there was something more that had awoken in me, my abstinence had also come back and it was really dangerous.
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MICK: After the raid, Carl let me go; he had nothing against me except mere circumstantial evidence, just the insistence of Josh and a personal grudge against me. I guess, Carl felt that I was like an intruder in his professional field. Everyone tried to protect their territory in their own way, no matter the reason, it all came down to that, territoriality ... but she was my territory.
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BETH: Josh was determined to walk me home, but then he began to criticize one more time and always brought up the same name, Mick St. John. I tried to deny it, but I was not convincing.
Finally he left. The truth is that, at that time, I didn’t care what he did, there were so many things on my head, so much confusion, that when he left and I saw him closing the door, I felt me more relieved than worried.
I took a quick shower, and dressed, and started to investigate the substance that I had gotten in the club, comparing it with other drug data, its taste, and effects. The small glass vile was hanging there, in front of me and I suddenly heard Lola’s words in my mind. "What does it feel like? Just once and you´ll see" And I thought to myself "why not?" The only way to find out was to try it. After all a single drop couldn’t do any harm.
I opened the vile carefully and I placed a drop on my finger, it was a thick powder, black in color with silver highlights. I placed it to my mouth and tasted it. Its flavor was strange, I couldn’t describe it, it was a mixture of everything, but of nothing in particular, it tasted bitter and sweet, metallic, salty, and it tasted like blood, but it wasn´t...or maybe it was. Immediately I felt a stream of heat through my body, I tasted it again and everything around me changed its appearance. I felt transported out of my body, I could hear my own breathing, my heartbeat, I could sense my fear but I also felt a strange desire awakening in every cell of my body. I looked in the mirror and I saw a new Beth reflected in it, she was smiling at me and I heard her saying ..."Do it ... Do what you feel like. Do what you want ... Don’t think, just feel. Ask yourself what you want and go for it".
Finally he left. The truth is that, at that time, I didn’t care what he did, there were so many things on my head, so much confusion, that when he left and I saw him closing the door, I felt me more relieved than worried.
I took a quick shower, and dressed, and started to investigate the substance that I had gotten in the club, comparing it with other drug data, its taste, and effects. The small glass vile was hanging there, in front of me and I suddenly heard Lola’s words in my mind. "What does it feel like? Just once and you´ll see" And I thought to myself "why not?" The only way to find out was to try it. After all a single drop couldn’t do any harm.
I opened the vile carefully and I placed a drop on my finger, it was a thick powder, black in color with silver highlights. I placed it to my mouth and tasted it. Its flavor was strange, I couldn’t describe it, it was a mixture of everything, but of nothing in particular, it tasted bitter and sweet, metallic, salty, and it tasted like blood, but it wasn´t...or maybe it was. Immediately I felt a stream of heat through my body, I tasted it again and everything around me changed its appearance. I felt transported out of my body, I could hear my own breathing, my heartbeat, I could sense my fear but I also felt a strange desire awakening in every cell of my body. I looked in the mirror and I saw a new Beth reflected in it, she was smiling at me and I heard her saying ..."Do it ... Do what you feel like. Do what you want ... Don’t think, just feel. Ask yourself what you want and go for it".
I closed my eyes and I saw Mick. He was leaning against the wall, waiting for me, I saw his desire for me, I saw his thoughts ... Yes, that was what I wanted, and now I knew exactly how to get him.
I changed my clothes and my makeup; I wanted to be irresistible to him. I left my apartment, and I let myself be enveloped by the night, wrap in this hidden world, and I felt safe, without fear. I felt invincible, nobody could touch me and nobody would hurt me. I started walking through the night, feeling every molecule of air caressing my skin, I could hear the people that were around me, their whispers were screams for me. I could feel their heartbeat, their lives, their souls and I could smell their dreams. I felt powerful, and just as beautiful as those women who I had been seen in the club, irresistible. But there was only one person I wanted to seduce. The heat and desire became a fever just thinking of him and that fever swept through my body and I just wanted him to relieve it. My walk was faster but I wasn’t running. The world seemed to fade away as I walked. I've never been so sure of anything as I was at that moment. I just wanted to be close to him and I didn’t care how or why. I wanted to feel his hands on my skin, I wanted him, I wanted to be his, without fear, without shame, without barriers, without conscience, without questions. Only him and me and eternity because at that moment there was nothing more I cared about ... just him.
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MICK: I got home, I took off my clothes and I put on something more comfortable. walking down the stairs ready to choose a book from my library to help me stop thinking about her, I realized that there was something on the small table, it was the pepper spray that Beth always carried and would sometimes use for self-defense. A smile spread across my face as I remembered the first time I saw it in her hands at Kelly Foster's apartment when she was prepared to use it against me. I took the vaporizer but a second later I caught myself sniffing it instinctively like I was searching for her scent on it. Then I moved it away from me. "Have you gone mad? The whole purpose is not to think about her. Don’t you remember!!!" Yes, I did, but looking at that small bottle, I felt butterflies dancing in my stomach. Beth never went anywhere without her little "defender" so it was just a matter of time before she would realize her mistake. She was going to come for it, I was absolutely sure about it.
Just at that moment, someone knocked on the door. I didn’t have to sniff from the other side to know that it was Beth who was knocking. Take the vaporizer in my hand like a flag of peace as I went to open the door, but to my great surprise for the first time in all the time that I knew Beth, she had opened the door without waiting for me to do the honors. The woman who appeared before my eyes was not the one I had known, she looked different, her clothes, her appearance, her gaze, even her smell was different, at that moment I realized I was in trouble, she had dressed in a blood red coat as an offering to my vampire and her sensual feline gaze let me know that the roles had been reversed and she was now the hunter and I was her prey.
Just at that moment, someone knocked on the door. I didn’t have to sniff from the other side to know that it was Beth who was knocking. Take the vaporizer in my hand like a flag of peace as I went to open the door, but to my great surprise for the first time in all the time that I knew Beth, she had opened the door without waiting for me to do the honors. The woman who appeared before my eyes was not the one I had known, she looked different, her clothes, her appearance, her gaze, even her smell was different, at that moment I realized I was in trouble, she had dressed in a blood red coat as an offering to my vampire and her sensual feline gaze let me know that the roles had been reversed and she was now the hunter and I was her prey.
Beth passed by my side, something in her scent let me know the reason for this change. She had tasted the drug. I should have known that her natural curiosity would lead her to do it. Maybe it was a kind of game for her, just feeling for a moment some of the things that a vampire could feel, but for me it had another meaning. She had come with a clear idea in mind and when I saw her looking at me leaning in the doorway I realized that the real problem was about to start.
Beth took off her red coat and showed her arms. Her body was absolutely glorious, her curves seemed made for sin. This was a difficult test for me, she came up to me suggestively, provocatively, sensually, swaying her hips shamelessly. It drove me insane as she stared at me with such certainty, as she diminished mine second by second.
Then, she stopped in front of me and she smelt me. And, she did it like a vampire. Now she could feel the excitation that she was causing me. She smiled and I swallowed trying to hide any sexual thoughts from my mind, but that was an almost impossible mission, she was so close. She invaded my space putting her leg between mine and she smiled again when she felt my body´s response despite my own will. My legs were shaking as I tried to resist her suggestive invitation and my lips were burning up just imagining the taste of her bare skin. My desire for her began to sound an alarm. I wouldn’t be able to resist her tempting allure one second more. I decided that the most prudent choice would be to break contact, so I walked away from her and I turned my back. I couldn’t look at her, I couldn’t smell her excitement any longer. I had a feeling that if I looked into her eyes one more second, she would seize my mind, my will and I would be lost.
But she didn’t stop and continued attacking my meager defenses mercilessly like a cat playing with a mouse before devouring it. Then I felt her heat on my back, burning me despite the clothes that separated my skin while her hand stroked my chest. She turned me around to face the sweet temptation of her lips, pressing her body against mine until I couldn’t escape her. Oh God, it was too much. She searched my mouth greedily, devouring any physical space, but I wasn’t willing to give up, she meant too much for me, I couldn’t endanger her, so I had to fight against her and against my own desire just to make sure nothing happened.
"No, it’s not you, it’s just the drug" I repeated over and over again. But she sealed my lips with her finger, tracing the contour of my mouth with an infinite sensuality while her eyes looked at me in a way that for a moment I had no strength, no will and I felt lost in the depth of her leer, staring at her pupils dilated, her female scent, her sweet lips, fleshy and full of desire for me. I could feel my lips burning up with the desire to touch hers. I closed my eyes and I dropped upon them willing to taste the honey that she was offering me so temptingly. I just wanted to extinguish my thirst for her, but my thirst wasn’t quenched. She walked away from me and I kept looking at her without moving until my conscience reawakened. She acted like the most seductive of vampires, she was just playing with my desire, driving me crazy and I could only bite my lip to appease my desire to jump on her and take her right there.
Beth took off her red coat and showed her arms. Her body was absolutely glorious, her curves seemed made for sin. This was a difficult test for me, she came up to me suggestively, provocatively, sensually, swaying her hips shamelessly. It drove me insane as she stared at me with such certainty, as she diminished mine second by second.
Then, she stopped in front of me and she smelt me. And, she did it like a vampire. Now she could feel the excitation that she was causing me. She smiled and I swallowed trying to hide any sexual thoughts from my mind, but that was an almost impossible mission, she was so close. She invaded my space putting her leg between mine and she smiled again when she felt my body´s response despite my own will. My legs were shaking as I tried to resist her suggestive invitation and my lips were burning up just imagining the taste of her bare skin. My desire for her began to sound an alarm. I wouldn’t be able to resist her tempting allure one second more. I decided that the most prudent choice would be to break contact, so I walked away from her and I turned my back. I couldn’t look at her, I couldn’t smell her excitement any longer. I had a feeling that if I looked into her eyes one more second, she would seize my mind, my will and I would be lost.
But she didn’t stop and continued attacking my meager defenses mercilessly like a cat playing with a mouse before devouring it. Then I felt her heat on my back, burning me despite the clothes that separated my skin while her hand stroked my chest. She turned me around to face the sweet temptation of her lips, pressing her body against mine until I couldn’t escape her. Oh God, it was too much. She searched my mouth greedily, devouring any physical space, but I wasn’t willing to give up, she meant too much for me, I couldn’t endanger her, so I had to fight against her and against my own desire just to make sure nothing happened.
"No, it’s not you, it’s just the drug" I repeated over and over again. But she sealed my lips with her finger, tracing the contour of my mouth with an infinite sensuality while her eyes looked at me in a way that for a moment I had no strength, no will and I felt lost in the depth of her leer, staring at her pupils dilated, her female scent, her sweet lips, fleshy and full of desire for me. I could feel my lips burning up with the desire to touch hers. I closed my eyes and I dropped upon them willing to taste the honey that she was offering me so temptingly. I just wanted to extinguish my thirst for her, but my thirst wasn’t quenched. She walked away from me and I kept looking at her without moving until my conscience reawakened. She acted like the most seductive of vampires, she was just playing with my desire, driving me crazy and I could only bite my lip to appease my desire to jump on her and take her right there.
Seeing her go upstairs while inviting me to join her was like the promise of a sweet torment, but I was not willing to play that game. The most important thing for me was her and even though I wanted her more than anything, I couldn’t fall into the trap of her seduction. I didn’t want to take advantage of the situation and see the disappointment in her eyes the next morning when the effects of the drug had worn off, when that new Beth returned to be the naive Beth that I knew. No, she didn’t know what she asked of me or how dangerous it could become. I thought of her reaction to that innocent kiss, this would be infinitely worse if it came to pass, she wouldn’t have made that choice, it would have been because of the drug. However I still wanted her. Oh yes, I wanted her more than anything.
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She disappeared from sight in the upstairs hallway, waiting for the reward to what she had sown. I had to muster all my willpower not to let myself be carried away by my own desire and let sanity prevail. One crazy was enough, I had to stay sane, no matter what happen. So I walked slowly to the railing, thinking as quickly as possible the most effective way to put out the fire that was waiting on the top floor without burning myself up in the attempt.
"Come on, Mick. You a vampire, the seducer, you have the control and it's time to share your experience." I told myself as I climbed the stairs two at a time. I couldn’t take the risk of giving her the chance of thinking anymore, so she couldn’t break down my newly reinforced defenses.
But when I saw her, I had to stop again for a few seconds to catch my breath and rethink my chaste purposes. She was down the hall next to the bathroom door, she was resting her back against the wall, waiting for me in a seductive pose. The little girl that I remembered had become a woman with an irresistible beauty from which I couldn’t take my eyes off for one second. Desire was burning in her veins, and her cheeks were flush, making her even more tempting. The golden curls of her hair fell over her right shoulder gently caressing her skin like silk, her eyes a more deeper blue than ever, looked at me eager and wild and her black dress seemed to fit her body like a second skin, marking her maddening curves, while the disturbing and delicious scent that she gave off seemed to scream to me like a siren song. The memories of what happened in the desert came back to me, and returned my resolve and I had to fight with all my strength, so much so that I had to bite my lips again to keep from falling into temptation again.
"Come on, Mick. You a vampire, the seducer, you have the control and it's time to share your experience." I told myself as I climbed the stairs two at a time. I couldn’t take the risk of giving her the chance of thinking anymore, so she couldn’t break down my newly reinforced defenses.
But when I saw her, I had to stop again for a few seconds to catch my breath and rethink my chaste purposes. She was down the hall next to the bathroom door, she was resting her back against the wall, waiting for me in a seductive pose. The little girl that I remembered had become a woman with an irresistible beauty from which I couldn’t take my eyes off for one second. Desire was burning in her veins, and her cheeks were flush, making her even more tempting. The golden curls of her hair fell over her right shoulder gently caressing her skin like silk, her eyes a more deeper blue than ever, looked at me eager and wild and her black dress seemed to fit her body like a second skin, marking her maddening curves, while the disturbing and delicious scent that she gave off seemed to scream to me like a siren song. The memories of what happened in the desert came back to me, and returned my resolve and I had to fight with all my strength, so much so that I had to bite my lips again to keep from falling into temptation again.
I went to her trying to keep my head cool, a hard task at that time even for a vampire like me. One more step and our bodies would be so close I could feel her warm breath caressing my face with every breath. That closeness let me clearly hear the flow of her blood through her veins and the sweet smell of her desire. She wasn’t wearing any underwear under that seductive dress and that made me hard again and my excitement drew a mischievous smile on her face.
My body trembled again and I had to put a hand on the wall over her head in order to keep a safe distance and regain control. Then, she placed her lips on mine again until I could almost feel her breath in my mouth and looking into my eyes she whispered. - "I want to be part of you."…- Her lips said that while her eyes told me about an uncontrollable need. "I want you to make love to me right here, right now, I need to feel like I did that day in the desert." I don’t know how, but I regained the strength in my arms and I placed some distance between us, but she insisted without taking her eyes off mine. "You have part of me in you, so please, just let me have something of yours in me ...I need you, Mick, I want you." And her hands climbed up the silk of my shirt until knotting around my neck and tangling in my hair, ruffling the skin of my neck, shortening the distance between us that my arm on the wall has imposed while her lips came closer and closer until touching mine softly, leaving me to taste the sweet and silky wetness of her desire. Her mouth opened suggestive, waiting to be invaded. "Oh Mick, just let me love you ..." God! She could be so persuasive, so tempting and sensual.
My body trembled again and I had to put a hand on the wall over her head in order to keep a safe distance and regain control. Then, she placed her lips on mine again until I could almost feel her breath in my mouth and looking into my eyes she whispered. - "I want to be part of you."…- Her lips said that while her eyes told me about an uncontrollable need. "I want you to make love to me right here, right now, I need to feel like I did that day in the desert." I don’t know how, but I regained the strength in my arms and I placed some distance between us, but she insisted without taking her eyes off mine. "You have part of me in you, so please, just let me have something of yours in me ...I need you, Mick, I want you." And her hands climbed up the silk of my shirt until knotting around my neck and tangling in my hair, ruffling the skin of my neck, shortening the distance between us that my arm on the wall has imposed while her lips came closer and closer until touching mine softly, leaving me to taste the sweet and silky wetness of her desire. Her mouth opened suggestive, waiting to be invaded. "Oh Mick, just let me love you ..." God! She could be so persuasive, so tempting and sensual.
It was a plea, but it sounded so sweet and powerful. Mick dropped again to those eager lips that this time kept waiting for him until they melted into a soft kiss that began as a caress only to finish with him devouring her lips, and mouth while he felt her body shudder at his touch and his body started to tremble again with the thought of having her.
MICK: "If my heart could beat I think that at that moment it would sound like hers and the sweet pumping of her arteries resonating in me. The sensation of feeling her as mine was about to drive me crazy. But I couldn’t let myself be driven by desire, I had to keep control. I would do it for her even though her sweet torture was about to kill me.”
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No, he couldn’t lose control ... not right now. She demanded of him a deeper entry while, eager to feel the touch of his skin. She gently began to slide her hands over his gray silk shirt until finding the first button but he was faster than her and while his sensual lips traveled down her neck, her whispers of pleasure, the feel of his icy breath on her skin, he captured her naughty hands and raised them upwards, holding them with one hand against the wall above her head while his free arm caught her waist to have her at his mercy. He wasn’t going to let her take control because if he did he would be lost.
She moaned again when she felt the nearness of his body. His mouth found hers again and stroked his lips with the subtle softness of her velvet lips, inhaling every breath of her, further increasing her longing, and then his lips came to her ear making her feel the cool caress of his breath while whispering to her and he felt her body shuddering, imagining the promises locked in that velvety voice so masculine and sensual.
She moaned again when she felt the nearness of his body. His mouth found hers again and stroked his lips with the subtle softness of her velvet lips, inhaling every breath of her, further increasing her longing, and then his lips came to her ear making her feel the cool caress of his breath while whispering to her and he felt her body shuddering, imagining the promises locked in that velvety voice so masculine and sensual.
“Okay baby... Close your eyes and let yourself go.”
She had to think she had won the game so he could control it. Then he released his grip on her hands and with the swift movement of a vampire picked her up in his arms and carried her into the bathroom while his mind was still struggling against the heat of her tempting lips kissing his neck and hearing the sound of her heart runaway by a desire that was unstoppable.
MICK: All great evils have great remedies. When the passions fire spreads and becomes potentially dangerous it is best to shut it down as quickly and efficiently as possible and there was only one way to do that.
Mick thought that there was just one solution that would work at that moment. Only the coldness of the shower could put out those flames that threatened to burn them in an explosion of passion. He had to stay the euphoria that the drug had caused in her. He carried her inside the shower and once there, he let her sliding down his body and stood behind her to keep every reaction under control. Clutching her divine waist and striving all the while fighting against his own beast to keep control.
He turned on the cold water and it began pouring relentlessly. He thanked the proverbial cold while pulling her body closer to his until the water began to fall over her skin. She reacted to that unexpected contact that threatened to turn off her heat, cooling with cruelty dashing her hopes.
The water surprised Beth, but she kept her eyes closed just as he had asked her to, dreaming of what was to come later. But the cool rain awoke her from her reverie, dissuading her of her wishes. The initial shock made her press against him instinctively seeking his shelter. The cold water trickling down the softness of her skin, seeping into her mouth and invading her nude breast while her soaked clothes revealed the delicious curves of her body .He was trying to protect her shyly with his hands, but the contact with her wet skin, the feel of her body so close to him, wet and eager, started torturing him again making it more unbearable. So he eased away with from her hands and her skin while he begged in silence: "Don’t talk, don’t move, don’t breathe, don’t look at me, don’t touch me ... because I don’t know how long I will be able to withstand the temptation I feel with you so close and not being able to have you. " His arms clung to her waist, behind the refuge of her clothes that separated him from her skin keeping her so close and yet so far, preventing her from turning around looking for his lips because just one more look and he ran the risk of losing all will.
He was suffering more than she was, but there was no other way out. He couldn’t take her, even though his body wanted and needed hers. Never before had he wanted anyone, mortal or vampire, he was desperate to taste the sweet paradise of her body because, in spite of himself, he loved her more than anything in this world and he felt that she loved him too. He knew that since he drank her blood in the desert and saw what she felt. But he couldn’t take her ... this was not Beth, it was just the drug. He was a vampire and she was a mortal. He knew that if he surrender to the passion and made love to her, she would hate him afterwards and that was another reason to resist the temptation.
So he stood firm holding her with all his might, willing to endure stoically her sweet attacks until finally the effect of the drug slowed down and she’d surrender to fatigue and sleep would come. But she was not willing to give up so easily and squirmed with all her strength among those unforgiving ferrous arms that held her body, paralyzing her will. She tried desperately to reach his lips while whispering in his ear everything she wanted at that moment ... TURN ME.
He turned on the cold water and it began pouring relentlessly. He thanked the proverbial cold while pulling her body closer to his until the water began to fall over her skin. She reacted to that unexpected contact that threatened to turn off her heat, cooling with cruelty dashing her hopes.
The water surprised Beth, but she kept her eyes closed just as he had asked her to, dreaming of what was to come later. But the cool rain awoke her from her reverie, dissuading her of her wishes. The initial shock made her press against him instinctively seeking his shelter. The cold water trickling down the softness of her skin, seeping into her mouth and invading her nude breast while her soaked clothes revealed the delicious curves of her body .He was trying to protect her shyly with his hands, but the contact with her wet skin, the feel of her body so close to him, wet and eager, started torturing him again making it more unbearable. So he eased away with from her hands and her skin while he begged in silence: "Don’t talk, don’t move, don’t breathe, don’t look at me, don’t touch me ... because I don’t know how long I will be able to withstand the temptation I feel with you so close and not being able to have you. " His arms clung to her waist, behind the refuge of her clothes that separated him from her skin keeping her so close and yet so far, preventing her from turning around looking for his lips because just one more look and he ran the risk of losing all will.
He was suffering more than she was, but there was no other way out. He couldn’t take her, even though his body wanted and needed hers. Never before had he wanted anyone, mortal or vampire, he was desperate to taste the sweet paradise of her body because, in spite of himself, he loved her more than anything in this world and he felt that she loved him too. He knew that since he drank her blood in the desert and saw what she felt. But he couldn’t take her ... this was not Beth, it was just the drug. He was a vampire and she was a mortal. He knew that if he surrender to the passion and made love to her, she would hate him afterwards and that was another reason to resist the temptation.
So he stood firm holding her with all his might, willing to endure stoically her sweet attacks until finally the effect of the drug slowed down and she’d surrender to fatigue and sleep would come. But she was not willing to give up so easily and squirmed with all her strength among those unforgiving ferrous arms that held her body, paralyzing her will. She tried desperately to reach his lips while whispering in his ear everything she wanted at that moment ... TURN ME.
That was for him a worse torture than anything he’d previously gone through... feel the pressure of her hips on him, hearing her tempting pleas, her breath, her lips and her teeth brushing against his earlobe, feeling her body vibrate with desire against him. But mostly hearing those words that jumped inside of him ...TURN ME. No, no, Beth didn’t know what she was asking. It was not her, it was the drug and he closed his eyes and ears, lowered his head, blocked his senses from hearing her, not feeling , not looking, not suffering, not thinking while controlling his own beast who screaming inside of him until she finally ended up surrendering and, exhausted by the cold water and the struggle, she finally faded in his arms.
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MICK:Now it was I who had the control again and once I overcome the temptation, the next part shouldn’t be so difficult, but I was wrong. Beth could prove even more dangerous asleep than awake.
Mick checked her quickly; her body temperature was dangerously low. She was freezing he had to take off her wet clothes so that she could get warm. He took her in his arms as if she were his greatest treasure and grabbing a large towel from the towel bar, he left the bathroom with her in his arms, searching for a more comfortable place.
He carefully placed her on the warm blankets of the large sofa in his living room, she looked so helpless and yet so dangerously beautiful. He carefully found the zipper and when he started down pulling the metal along the line of her back, he noticed that the warm temptation of her mouth was again dangerously close to his. She had her head thrown back, overcome by sleep but her lips seemed to offer a thousand and one pleasures. They were so irresistible that for a moment he couldn’t help but close his eyes and inhale the aroma given off by her sweet, warm breath. But his mind was quick to react ... nothing should distract him from his main mission.
He carefully changed her position and started working the straps of her dress down with just the tips of his fingers, avoiding contact with her skin as fast as possible. Then he began to slide her clothes slowly off, but as they went down, his eyes fell upon the devilishly beautiful of her nakedness. It was a new temptation with which he had not counted, and Mick had to swallow again to continue his work without that delicious vision distracting him in his efforts. But it wasn’t easy. The perfect roundness of her breasts ... so soft and delicate, so tempting, sensual with that slow, and voluptuous ascending and descending of her breathing. Oh! It could be so captivating and mesmerizing for him, but when he looked at her nipples, erect by the cold and her desire, he felt his own excitement as if in answer to hers. His pupils dilated in seconds and he opened his mouth, wishing that delicious softness would flood his taste bud, but no...he couldn’t. He took his eyes from that vision and looked down while taking off the wet clothing attached to her body. Exposing before his eyes the valley of her belly, soft, creamy and velvet smooth. The need to sink his mouth on it, to run his tongue every inch of her ... and finally the forbidden land, the paradise of temptations that shouted her desire with her scent of a woman. Mick could see the femoral pulse throbbing under her white, delicate, creamy skin and the sleeping beast inside him began waking willing to taste the sweet crimson hidden in her veins.
He carefully changed her position and started working the straps of her dress down with just the tips of his fingers, avoiding contact with her skin as fast as possible. Then he began to slide her clothes slowly off, but as they went down, his eyes fell upon the devilishly beautiful of her nakedness. It was a new temptation with which he had not counted, and Mick had to swallow again to continue his work without that delicious vision distracting him in his efforts. But it wasn’t easy. The perfect roundness of her breasts ... so soft and delicate, so tempting, sensual with that slow, and voluptuous ascending and descending of her breathing. Oh! It could be so captivating and mesmerizing for him, but when he looked at her nipples, erect by the cold and her desire, he felt his own excitement as if in answer to hers. His pupils dilated in seconds and he opened his mouth, wishing that delicious softness would flood his taste bud, but no...he couldn’t. He took his eyes from that vision and looked down while taking off the wet clothing attached to her body. Exposing before his eyes the valley of her belly, soft, creamy and velvet smooth. The need to sink his mouth on it, to run his tongue every inch of her ... and finally the forbidden land, the paradise of temptations that shouted her desire with her scent of a woman. Mick could see the femoral pulse throbbing under her white, delicate, creamy skin and the sleeping beast inside him began waking willing to taste the sweet crimson hidden in her veins.
BUT NO! ... Mick pulled his eyes away from that provocative vision quickly. He shouldn’t even look at her, so he took the towel with shaking hands and quickly covered her, and at the same time he finished taking off her dress. Then he began with infinite care to dry the moisture from her skin, and stimulating her blood circulation, but without uncovering even an inch of her body.
Slowly he could feel how the heat creep back into her body, however this was not enough. She wouldn’t like waking up naked in front of him so he needed some dry clothes to put on her... but ... what? …there weren’t any women´s clothes in his apartment. He ran up the stairs to his freezer room and there, hanging on the hanger, he found his own shirt. He took it without thinking and returned back to her side.
Beth was now sleeping comfortably between the warm blankets, and a pink blush had returned to her cheeks, her breathing was now smooth and rhythmic. Mick approached her with great care so as not to wake her and proceeded to put on the shirt he had picked out. It seemed easy now, but the worst was yet to come.
Mick knelt beside her and he let the soft silk slip up her arm and proceeded to move her gently doing the same with the other arm, but the male scent that his shirt gave off penetrate on her, causing her desire and her breathing to became deeper as she inhaled the manly scent that caressed her skin now. And when he took the other arm and pulled on the other silk sleeve, he again felt the warmness of her mouth breathing on his. His closeness made her twist her body in his arms with a sensuous movement and the towel covering her body slip down showing her hidden temptation, so warm, so beautiful, so pure and yet so lewd that he could feel his senses lost in her again. Her perfume and her enticing beauty, her sensual warmth, the velvet of her skin under his hands and the tantalizing proximity of her mouth almost touching his awakened his desire. He felt he was going crazy, the need to feel those lips on his, he wished he could sleep in the delicious moisture from her mouth and forget everything for a moment. She moaned as she felt his lips close to hers, she needed his kiss, so she started to caress them with hers with an infinitely sensuality. He groaned because of the painful pleasure of her touch and his will left him for a moment. Then, he took her face in his hands, closed his eyes and dropped to her mouth, to the sweet temptation of her lips and he kissed her. He kissed her with his body and his soul, soft and sensual, with fear at first until he finally stopped thinking, and his arms closed around her waist and he sunk in the sea of his feelings that she aroused in him.
Her hands searched him, she need to feel the touch of his skin and began to undo the buttons of his shirt, then another ... and another ... and his skin let her invade his with the warmth of hers as his lips kept kissing hers deeper and more intense, taking her mouth, making her of him in every assault, awakening his instincts, feeling himself increasingly lost in the sweetness of her mouth that was his, only his.
He dropped his guard and the beast awakened his subconscious and reminded him of the sweet taste of her blood and he felt the need to taste it again, and at that moment he needed all of her. He wanted her so bad that he could feel in his body the physical pain of his need.
She pulled from his lips to let him free access to her throat as if still in her dreams she could also feel his wishes like hers.
He came to her, to the creamy smoothness of her skin, she was so beautiful, so pure, so sweet and delicious... his eyes turned silver and her fangs emerged urged by desire, but when he was about to penetrate her vein, he saw the girl he had saved 22 years ago and the beast disappeared from his eyes. He couldn’t do it and he took a leap to the other side of the room away from her like she was a flame that burned him.
She was still asleep, her body moving restlessly looking for him, he hated himself for loving her, for wanting her so much, for being so weak. He should keep her at a distance, taking care of her, protecting her from herself, protecting her from him. She moaned his name in her dreams and he looked down at those hands that had caressed her, who had desecrated her and he crouched down, staying in the shadows, away from her, ashamed, paralyzed, watching her sleep while every second seemed like an eternity for him.
Slowly he could feel how the heat creep back into her body, however this was not enough. She wouldn’t like waking up naked in front of him so he needed some dry clothes to put on her... but ... what? …there weren’t any women´s clothes in his apartment. He ran up the stairs to his freezer room and there, hanging on the hanger, he found his own shirt. He took it without thinking and returned back to her side.
Beth was now sleeping comfortably between the warm blankets, and a pink blush had returned to her cheeks, her breathing was now smooth and rhythmic. Mick approached her with great care so as not to wake her and proceeded to put on the shirt he had picked out. It seemed easy now, but the worst was yet to come.
Mick knelt beside her and he let the soft silk slip up her arm and proceeded to move her gently doing the same with the other arm, but the male scent that his shirt gave off penetrate on her, causing her desire and her breathing to became deeper as she inhaled the manly scent that caressed her skin now. And when he took the other arm and pulled on the other silk sleeve, he again felt the warmness of her mouth breathing on his. His closeness made her twist her body in his arms with a sensuous movement and the towel covering her body slip down showing her hidden temptation, so warm, so beautiful, so pure and yet so lewd that he could feel his senses lost in her again. Her perfume and her enticing beauty, her sensual warmth, the velvet of her skin under his hands and the tantalizing proximity of her mouth almost touching his awakened his desire. He felt he was going crazy, the need to feel those lips on his, he wished he could sleep in the delicious moisture from her mouth and forget everything for a moment. She moaned as she felt his lips close to hers, she needed his kiss, so she started to caress them with hers with an infinitely sensuality. He groaned because of the painful pleasure of her touch and his will left him for a moment. Then, he took her face in his hands, closed his eyes and dropped to her mouth, to the sweet temptation of her lips and he kissed her. He kissed her with his body and his soul, soft and sensual, with fear at first until he finally stopped thinking, and his arms closed around her waist and he sunk in the sea of his feelings that she aroused in him.
Her hands searched him, she need to feel the touch of his skin and began to undo the buttons of his shirt, then another ... and another ... and his skin let her invade his with the warmth of hers as his lips kept kissing hers deeper and more intense, taking her mouth, making her of him in every assault, awakening his instincts, feeling himself increasingly lost in the sweetness of her mouth that was his, only his.
He dropped his guard and the beast awakened his subconscious and reminded him of the sweet taste of her blood and he felt the need to taste it again, and at that moment he needed all of her. He wanted her so bad that he could feel in his body the physical pain of his need.
She pulled from his lips to let him free access to her throat as if still in her dreams she could also feel his wishes like hers.
He came to her, to the creamy smoothness of her skin, she was so beautiful, so pure, so sweet and delicious... his eyes turned silver and her fangs emerged urged by desire, but when he was about to penetrate her vein, he saw the girl he had saved 22 years ago and the beast disappeared from his eyes. He couldn’t do it and he took a leap to the other side of the room away from her like she was a flame that burned him.
She was still asleep, her body moving restlessly looking for him, he hated himself for loving her, for wanting her so much, for being so weak. He should keep her at a distance, taking care of her, protecting her from herself, protecting her from him. She moaned his name in her dreams and he looked down at those hands that had caressed her, who had desecrated her and he crouched down, staying in the shadows, away from her, ashamed, paralyzed, watching her sleep while every second seemed like an eternity for him.
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Beth woke up in the middle of the night. Disoriented and confused, she looked around and a sensation of loss invaded her body just remembering all what had happened that night. No doubt it was the drug that pulled at her wilder side or maybe just showed what she really felt about him, as if she was looking in a mirror and it show her wishes, her feelings deeper and intimate. It was amazing what that man could do to her, never had she felt something like this for anyone even for Josh. Feeling Mick so close to her made her tremble from head to toe and awoke in her an uncontrollable urge. He was so masculine and tender, powerful and mysterious, so damn sexy and so sublimely beautiful, so perfect that it was almost impossible to resist his charms. Maybe that capacity for seduction was inherent to all vampires, but she just felt that for him and with him, especially since that day when he fed from her in the desert. It was more than physical, it was a feeling of being home. Beth buried her face in the shirt she was wearing, it was impregnated with his scent, that manly perfume, sweet and intense that caused in her a strange mixture of safety and desire. She wanted to have him, to feel in her body the paradise of his caresses and kisses ... and carried her fingers to his lips remembering the taste of his touch, his hand by her throat while a heat wave swirled around her body wetting her sex ... but where was he ...? Where was Mick?
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After what happened on the couch, Mick had decided to avoid the temptation of being close to her and now lay motionless as a statue in his freezer while ice covered his body trying to cool his desire, trying to freeze the flames that she had kindled on his skin like an indelible trail toward the inevitable. But it was useless, his mind couldn’t stop thinking of her and his body couldn’t stop wanting her and even less now that he had been so close to her. She had come into his life, into his mind and under his skin and there was nothing that could tear her away from him, not even his guilt or his fears couldn’t keep him from wanting or needing her. His mind struggled against what his body screamed in a battle lost before it began, since the moment he tasted the forbidden elixir of her veins and felt her trembling in his arms when his lips kissed hers.
She wanted him with the same intensity but he just couldn’t do it, he couldn’t take her ... not right now ... and he bit his lip, clenched his fists against the cold glass and closed his eyes with persistent but the useless intention of removing the desire from his mind while his body ached for he, was as if he was a drug addict in abstinence.
Suddenly a thud sounded in the silence of the night ... "Beth" Mick opened his eyes and jumped from his icy shelter taking something to cover his nudity and with the only thought of checking that she was okay.
Coming out of the freezer room, Mick found Beth on the floor next to the stairs. She was trying to piece together a Klimt vase that had fallen from its marble base. When she saw him she apologized with a gaze of naughty girl.
She wanted him with the same intensity but he just couldn’t do it, he couldn’t take her ... not right now ... and he bit his lip, clenched his fists against the cold glass and closed his eyes with persistent but the useless intention of removing the desire from his mind while his body ached for he, was as if he was a drug addict in abstinence.
Suddenly a thud sounded in the silence of the night ... "Beth" Mick opened his eyes and jumped from his icy shelter taking something to cover his nudity and with the only thought of checking that she was okay.
Coming out of the freezer room, Mick found Beth on the floor next to the stairs. She was trying to piece together a Klimt vase that had fallen from its marble base. When she saw him she apologized with a gaze of naughty girl.
"Sorry, I was just looking for the bathroom and ... well, I don’t think I'm very good at moving around in the darkness."
He relaxed his face when he found out that there was no reason for being worried and then smiled condescendingly as he approached where she was.
-“Please, tell me it wasn’t authentic” She said biting her lower lip slightly in a so delicious gesture that he would have forgiven her anything.
- "Relax, it wasn´t" - Mick lied as he fixed his eyes for a moment at those lips that were tempting his will. The truth is that nothing could be more valuable to him than she ... nothing. Then Beth noticed his splendid body ... in the rush, Mick had left his room with just a charcoal gray silk shirt unbuttoned leaving exposed his magnificent torso perfectly chiseled and splashed with bright specks that the ice had let on his skin. She looked down and her mouth opened instinctively when she beheld the powerful evidence that lay behind those black boxers and she felt the heat spread through her veins again, red staining her cheeks while licking her lips just thinking about taste of his skin, her body was trembling with desire again. He was a tempting sight for her eyes and at that moment she wanted to sink into his chest, wrap her body in his arms, and surrender completely to him. But a sharp pain made her take her eyes off him and instinctively her trembling hands let go of the piece of porcelain that they are holding. The sharp edge of the porcelain had caused a cut on the first joint of her index finger and suddenly the blood began to flow.
- "Are you okay?" –
He asked with obvious air of concern as he knelt beside her to take her wounded hand. "Oh! Sorry" He said when saw the cut but the smell of blood made his words stumble when they got out of his mouth. "It's...it´s my fault. I...I should leave a light on. I´m... I'm not used to having visitors 'human' at home. I thought that you were going to sleep until dawn."
"Well, I didn´t"
She said turning her beautiful blue eyes to him "But at least you're here again."
She added with a sly grin. Then, while looking at him, she slowly brought her finger to her mouth and stuck out her pink, moist tongue, closed her eyes and licked with infinite sensuality the gushing blood. Her lips closed over the wound, sucking her own blood in a way that, at that distance, was absolutely provocative.
It was clear that somehow the effect of the drug was still in her, but the fresh memory of her touch, the smell of her blood, the sexual arousal that her body gave off attached to the incredible eroticism of that gesture and the maddening sound she made sucking her blood with her naughty mouth, caused a flash of silver in his eyes. Mick looked mesmerized as his mouth opened again with desire like he was the one who was tasting, and enjoying her precious liquid. Sweat began to sprout from his skin, melting the small residues of ice remaining on his body while his desire for her grew, and came alive between his legs. He gulped again trying to convince himself to look down and began to pick up the pieces of glass and pottery that were scattered on the floor to prevent further accidents while trying to stay the shaking of his hands. Then he stood up quickly turning away from her, without looking at her, while he added in a hoarse voice
It was clear that somehow the effect of the drug was still in her, but the fresh memory of her touch, the smell of her blood, the sexual arousal that her body gave off attached to the incredible eroticism of that gesture and the maddening sound she made sucking her blood with her naughty mouth, caused a flash of silver in his eyes. Mick looked mesmerized as his mouth opened again with desire like he was the one who was tasting, and enjoying her precious liquid. Sweat began to sprout from his skin, melting the small residues of ice remaining on his body while his desire for her grew, and came alive between his legs. He gulped again trying to convince himself to look down and began to pick up the pieces of glass and pottery that were scattered on the floor to prevent further accidents while trying to stay the shaking of his hands. Then he stood up quickly turning away from her, without looking at her, while he added in a hoarse voice
But then she rebuked him. “I’m not afraid of your vampire side, Mick, why do you fear me?”
He stopped short with his back to her and her voice grew hoarse, bleaker“You don´t me fear because you don’t know him.”And then turning to face her he continued.“Beth, you don’t understand ... It´s...It cannot be ... it’s ... it’s dangerous."
- “Dangerous ? Dangerous for whom, Mick? For me or for you? ”/span>
She said as she stood up to face him.
“I know him, Mick, in fact I fed him one day, don’t you remember?”
“But it's different now ... I ... I ...”
And he lowered his eyes avoiding hers
“You, what?”
She insisted.
- “I can’t make it with you Beth, that's all.”
At that time he faced the sea of her blue eyes and he found them full of tears. That was for him the worst torture, he couldn’t bear to see her suffer and the helplessness he felt for her tears made him squeeze the broken pieces into his hands until they bleed. He couldn’t make love with her because he wanted her too much and he feared not being able to control himself ... not after what had happened that day, not after having tasted her blood. He had begun to love her desperately without realizing it, but he didn’t dare admit it. There was so much she didn’t know about him, about his past ... what would happen if she discovers it? He didn’t feel free, too many ghosts of his past were threatening his present and it made him feel confused, lost in the sea of feelings that she was capable of provoking in him with just a gaze. But he was sure about one thing, he couldn’t bear her rejection or her hate; he preferred to resign to love her rather than losing her for doing it. She couldn’t understand it and he couldn’t say it and that silence was destroying them both..
- “I understand.”
She replied, but her voice was full of bitterness, disappointment and of pain and all that was as cruel and unbearable to him as his own resignation. Beth stepped back and but when she tried to turn around with the intention of leaving him, she lost her footing. Mick threw down the pieces that he had collected and using the speed and reflexes of his vampire, he rushed to her as she fell down the stairs. A second later Beth was lying on the carpeted floor of the corridor, protected under his body. With that pleasant closeness she could feel the urgency of his desire putting pressure on her groin, but his eyes were telling her another thing.
…
... "I can’t"...
Then, furious, Beth struggled to escape from him, but this time Mick didn’t let her go, he couldn’t. "What ... do you want from me?"
He asked with tears in his eyes. "I can’t offer you anything because I’m nothing."
She looked at his eyes and his gaze so intense and desperate and forgot her anger. Then her hands stroked his face with an infinite tenderness. “I want to be close to you because you're all that I need. Can’t you understand that?”
“But ...”/span>
“Shhsssssst”
And she placed her injured finger on his lips. "No questions, no guilt, no fears, no barriers ... just you and me here and now." And her finger drew one more time the outline of his lips staining them lightly with small drops of fresh blood that still flowed from her wound "Just let me love you."… Then, approaching his lips, she whispered on his mouth. "That's all I want."
Then she picked up the blood from his lips with her tongue and kissed him. He closed his eyes and groaned at the delirious flavor in her mouth that he so desired. His will was gone, he stopped thinking, and clung to her body giving her his answer, kissing her unchecked, shaping her lips, savoring her mouth until he groaned in pleasure while devouring her moans. Still kissing her, his hand traveled down her throat to the shirt that he had put on her, he tugged at the shirt with those powerful arms until there were no more barriers between them and their bodies were coupled in a sensual dance, skin to skin, inch by inch while their hands explored each other with the urgency of their desire.
His mouth left hers for a moment, she groaned his absence, and his tongue rolled down her throat, feeling every beat of her heart screaming for him. His mouth reached her breasts and he surrendered under the sweet scent of her skin, the warm softness of her touch savoring every inch of him with delight. He felt her nipples hardened with the touch of his tongue, first one and then other, making him more and more hard against her nude sex while accelerating the gently undulating rhythm of her breathing that turned to moans of passion and desire. His hand continued to travel down the curve of her waist, wandering down her thighs to her core, that delicious paradise, wet and silky that was waiting for him, and his fingers penetrated her. She welcomed him, arched her body under his, screaming her pleasure as he quickened the pace. He searched her mouth with his, his tongue searched hers, capturing her moans, caressing her core until felt her about to come for him. She was his and her delivery drove him crazy.
His mouth left hers for a moment, she groaned his absence, and his tongue rolled down her throat, feeling every beat of her heart screaming for him. His mouth reached her breasts and he surrendered under the sweet scent of her skin, the warm softness of her touch savoring every inch of him with delight. He felt her nipples hardened with the touch of his tongue, first one and then other, making him more and more hard against her nude sex while accelerating the gently undulating rhythm of her breathing that turned to moans of passion and desire. His hand continued to travel down the curve of her waist, wandering down her thighs to her core, that delicious paradise, wet and silky that was waiting for him, and his fingers penetrated her. She welcomed him, arched her body under his, screaming her pleasure as he quickened the pace. He searched her mouth with his, his tongue searched hers, capturing her moans, caressing her core until felt her about to come for him. She was his and her delivery drove him crazy.
“Please, Mick ... Make me yours...I need you in me now... please ... “
She begged amid the sweet torment of pleasure that his caress and kisses were causing in her body, he groaned of desire, he wanted her so bad now that his need had become wild and returned to her lips and kissed her deeply invading her mouth with passion, while he could feel on his skin the tempting silky and warm moisture of her sex inviting him to penetrate and getting lost in her sweet paradise. It was like she was born to love him and he to love her, his need of her was so great that he thought that he had to take her or die without her.
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“Oh Beth ... Beth ...” His voice sounded hoarse with passion and urgency, hearing himself, Mick awoke drenched in sweat, he opened his eyes confused and stared ahead, he was still sitting in the living room. Beth was asleep on the couch sunk into a deep sleep. She wore his shirt just as she did after kissing her when he took a leap to the other side of the room, away from her, everything else had been just his imagination ... or perhaps his deepest desires. Yeah… he wanted her, he knew it now and he wanted her enough to dream of making love with her, but that was something that couldn’t be ... never ... and hoped that she didn’t remember anything that happened. He would be happy to keep the secret memory of her kisses while he kept condemned to fight his wishes. He got up from the leather chair and ran his hand through his hair as if he could erase all his thoughts with that gesture. Trying to distract his mind and keep away from the danger that she meant. He began to walk down the hall toward the office, away from her. Once there he stopped in front of a black metal filing cabinet, he opened one of the drawers and pulled out a folder with one date and a printed name: Beth Turner, 1985. She moaned again in her dreams and said his name, he could hear her sighs and smell her excitement and for a second he was tempted again, but he closed his eyes for a moment and then opened the file he held in his hands. In doing so, the innocent eyes of a little girl reminded him that his dream could never come true and her eyes closed again as a tear escaped rolling down his face, cursing what he was .
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